it's tiring to think of the future plans ahead and it bothers me as there is no correct definition for the phrase
"live life to the fullest". it's all a lie and i see myself doing routines right about everyday waking up to the constant annoying beep from my alarm clock, having to drag myself out of bed. the dark circles are signs of work stress.
well not exactly stress but i'm getting sick of the whole work load i have to face daily.
you know how it feels when the enthusiasm dies off?
the company's not giving a second thought about full timers working less than 8 hours a day.
nonetheless, im glad im doing part time soon.
school's gonna start and i wanna be anti-everybody cos its a chore to make new friends.
esp ones that can put up with my nonsense and daily bimbotic attitudes.
only vern's perfect.
i miss you vern.
:(
