im tired of pushing myself so hard when the outcome is far from satisfaction.
throughout this disappointing one whole week of receiving depressing results..
one may put on a good front but deep down, one would only taste the bitter result of failure cutting through you.
missing out on a slightest bit of putting together a large puzzle enabling you to accomplish what you have pictured in mind would simply cause you to plummet through hell. grasping onto anything that one could possibly reach out to but only to see herself.. constantly slipping.
dear lord, i pray that you would bless me with the drive to make it through this tough O level period and i hope i would not disappoint my beloved ones who are perpetually encouraging me at this point in time when im almost at the verge of giving up. i shall not and i wouldnt, i hope. i dont want to waste time breaking down and sobbing just like a girl who lost her toy barbie.amen.the time consuming fnn coursework is about to reach finale-period!
i big sigh of relieve-phew!
school officially ends at 1215 every fridays but i decided to stay on longer for fnn, knowing that i wouldnt do my coursework at home.
result- i finally dragged my feet home at 515.
but it was all worth it knowing that im destined a pass grade.
boos people i know i rarely blog.
bear with me, busy woman alert.
i'll miss ya'll
love!
