i practically trembled my day away.
the day im gonna have to sit for my chinese O levels have finally arrived.
and i feel im not given enough time to study. or maybe cos i havent started studying much earlier.
im always putting the blame on others, so dont bother. hur.
i effing screwed up both the papers.
first paper- i didnt write my question number. and i dont know if this will jeopardize my marks and leave me failing it by a grade lower or whatsoever.
second paper- i dont even understand shit about the compre passage luh.
omg i so deserve a slap right now for not taking chinese seriously and refusing to converse in chinese when i have the opportunity to.
f*ck.
anw i went tanning/swimming with venets tan/neta/vern/vernie/veneta tan/peiwen today. and it was awesome, cos we were laughing throughout the entire tanning session.
its weird we dont have any reason to laugh.
its just those little things that tickle you luh.
vern's got a huge fetish for guys with huge downtheres.
she goes all hysterical yes!
anw, i enjoyed today!
I LOVE YOU VERN!
anw vernie is one of the tortoise's name in the movie OVER THE HEDGE.
okay im done blogging now that i have nothing to say.
tmr's clubbing day!
im sure it'll be awesome.
booozing!

6:25 PM;
<3

this bloody FNN coursework is damn pissing off i tell you.
i've been trying to open my coursework since 6 in the evening and an error msg kept popping up saying this file is a read-only copy and it cant be modified. wtf, i mean i have to hand in this bloody 40 pages of shit by tuesday and this thing is effing screwed up.
next, i havent even started on the food analysis assessment. the health promotion board website isnt functioning properly.

for fucks sake, whats gateway operation timeout huh?
i was keying in all the ingredients of each meal into the assessment thing and this came on.
which means all my data whether recent or previous, was all deleted.
i hate it when these kinda irreversible things occur. #$#%$#&
and i thought maybe i can do the assessment another time and get on with my evaluation part.
however, the sample evaluation file cant be opened and i'm left sitting her not knowing how to do it/what to do next.
thats why it suddenly occured to me that perhaps maybe i should blog about it. and i just did!
im out!
oh f*ck.






i'm scared out of my wits mann.
this monday's O level mother tongue paper.
throughout this entire half a year, i feel i havent made any slight improvement at all.
hence, my results are disappointing.

12:52 AM;
<3

im tired of pushing myself so hard when the outcome is far from satisfaction.
throughout this disappointing one whole week of receiving depressing results..
one may put on a good front but deep down, one would only taste the bitter result of failure cutting through you.
missing out on a slightest bit of putting together a large puzzle enabling you to accomplish what you have pictured in mind would simply cause you to plummet through hell. grasping onto anything that one could possibly reach out to but only to see herself.. constantly slipping.

dear lord,
i pray that you would bless me with the drive to make it through this tough O level period and i hope i would not disappoint my beloved ones who are perpetually encouraging me at this point in time when im almost at the verge of giving up. i shall not and i wouldnt, i hope. i dont want to waste time breaking down and sobbing just like a girl who lost her toy barbie.
amen.

the time consuming fnn coursework is about to reach finale-period!
i big sigh of relieve-phew!
school officially ends at 1215 every fridays but i decided to stay on longer for fnn, knowing that i wouldnt do my coursework at home.
result- i finally dragged my feet home at 515.
but it was all worth it knowing that im destined a pass grade.

boos people i know i rarely blog.
bear with me, busy woman alert.
i'll miss ya'll
love!

8:52 PM;
<3

i watched POSEIDON alrdy!
its some shit mann!
but i think the ending's a little too rush. perhaps they should show how the survivors lived their lives thereafter.
lols.
i watched it with daddy and he said maybe the production crew spent too much money on the ship itself and didnt wanna waste more money producing the post part of the movie. hur.
anyway i really hope i am struck with an eating disorder now.. flabs, dimpled thighs and cellulite. ahahs.
i know like always, everyone says inner beauty's more impt. lets just chuck that shit aside for now alright.
i started jogging today, and i think im gonna continue doing it everday/perhaps when im free.
hahs. and cut down on carbs and fatty food!

MT Os are approaching and i cant decide if i really should do the paper properly or just drop it.
nvm "the preacher"says im chinese so i gotta do smth about it. so maybe i will?. well once agan.. MAYBE.

i dont have to attend school tmr cos the sec 3s are having their orals.
and i will be spending my day shopping with leesu after she finishes school.

and sharlene will lay her filthy hands on pretty things once again!

5:26 PM;
<3

the episode of all things ugly's gonna end soon.
no more mye!
but yet another ugly part is that prelim oral's on monday and tuesday.
and bloody choi said we'll only have this weekend to full enjoy ourselves cos she'll be implementing intensive MT revision for us from next week onwards.
hell huh.

nvm. now i'll just have to fully make use of my time to think about how will i be going to spend my weekends.
perhaps i'll go tanning and shopping. then it'll be mothers' day, and im sure there'll be some family dinner accompanied with good sumptous food! i mean indulge ourselves in all things good! i dont understand whats with the vegan thing going on.
hahs perhaps its a good way for slimming down.
thats like every girl's dream luh...
how i wish i could just shed 5 kilos within 24 hrs.
hur.
but...
i always succumb to temptation so i guess i will never lose weight no matter how much i say i would.

im done talking about weight and food.
now's dinner time!
more food= more weight!
TA!

5:52 PM;
<3

i barely mugged.
i wasted my whole ytd and part of today also.
sheesh im gonna have to burn tonight mann!
i cant keep saying.. oh this is just midyear, nvm.
hur push me!

here's a quote from our favourite socialite

"when i was a kid, i had no idea i lived in a mansion. Then i went to a friend's house and i was like - OH."

-paris hilton

iwannabeapcd!hahah

8:28 PM;
<3

just got home from school.
much earlier today due to the exams.
i thought i wouldnt have time to squeeze in time for blogging but yea..
i did. be happy about it cos sharlene the once forever-not-blogging blogger has become a rather frequent blogger. hahs.
is it? ask the regular visitors luh.
right uhm marleen? haha.
anyhows today's english paper was kickass tough. maybe a little.
and for socialstudies, i consistently wrote without stopping, except for the few pauses i just couldnt avoid in order to flex my fingers.
my babyfinger hurts.
bloody opt that got me partially handicapped ( is having a fractured finger considered handicap?)
im gonna have a short nap in half and hours time.
then back to mugland!
its a whore i tell you!

new piercing! cartilledge, cartillage, cartaledge. AIYA just the top part of the ears? where the bone is.
yeaps.
next would be my targus!
woohoo.
just those minor things that make sharlene happy.
=)

when randomness kicks in, i shall eat your stench and swallow all things smelly!
anyway check this out, fellow perfect10 listeners
http://www.987fm.sg/moblog/ (the linky cant work so ya'll have to do it manually)
i've suddenly turned into a perfect10 promoter or smth.


p.s-i have reasons for strikeouts

2:07 PM;
<3

cheerbear, please do the honours of cheering me up.

shit
vern and me were supposed to hang out today but both of us woke up late therefore we didnt make it to town.
i was home the whole day thinking about so many things.
like why do we have to go through education, love, marriage, commitments.
i guess the word freedom should never have a place in the dictionary.
cos the definition never seems to play a vital role in anyone's life.
unless you can tell me you have all the freedom you ever wanted.
hur.
have you ever felt so in the mood to do smth just to make yourself happy and contented?
this is how im feeling right now.
the urge to pierce and poke myself like never before!
spend like never before!
eat like never before!
hahs. but... reality beats me..
i can only dream.
tc ya'll!
dinner's screaming for me!

6:02 PM;
<3

i practically trembled my day away.
the day im gonna have to sit for my chinese O levels have finally arrived.
and i feel im not given enough time to study. or maybe cos i havent started studying much earlier.
im always putting the blame on others, so dont bother. hur.
i effing screwed up both the papers.
first paper- i didnt write my question number. and i dont know if this will jeopardize my marks and leave me failing it by a grade lower or whatsoever.
second paper- i dont even understand shit about the compre passage luh.
omg i so deserve a slap right now for not taking chinese seriously and refusing to converse in chinese when i have the opportunity to.
f*ck.
anw i went tanning/swimming with venets tan/neta/vern/vernie/veneta tan/peiwen today. and it was awesome, cos we were laughing throughout the entire tanning session.
its weird we dont have any reason to laugh.
its just those little things that tickle you luh.
vern's got a huge fetish for guys with huge downtheres.
she goes all hysterical yes!
anw, i enjoyed today!
I LOVE YOU VERN!
anw vernie is one of the tortoise's name in the movie OVER THE HEDGE.
okay im done blogging now that i have nothing to say.
tmr's clubbing day!
im sure it'll be awesome.
booozing!

6:25 PM;
<3

this bloody FNN coursework is damn pissing off i tell you.
i've been trying to open my coursework since 6 in the evening and an error msg kept popping up saying this file is a read-only copy and it cant be modified. wtf, i mean i have to hand in this bloody 40 pages of shit by tuesday and this thing is effing screwed up.
next, i havent even started on the food analysis assessment. the health promotion board website isnt functioning properly.

for fucks sake, whats gateway operation timeout huh?
i was keying in all the ingredients of each meal into the assessment thing and this came on.
which means all my data whether recent or previous, was all deleted.
i hate it when these kinda irreversible things occur. #$#%$#&
and i thought maybe i can do the assessment another time and get on with my evaluation part.
however, the sample evaluation file cant be opened and i'm left sitting her not knowing how to do it/what to do next.
thats why it suddenly occured to me that perhaps maybe i should blog about it. and i just did!
im out!
oh f*ck.






i'm scared out of my wits mann.
this monday's O level mother tongue paper.
throughout this entire half a year, i feel i havent made any slight improvement at all.
hence, my results are disappointing.

12:52 AM;
<3

im tired of pushing myself so hard when the outcome is far from satisfaction.
throughout this disappointing one whole week of receiving depressing results..
one may put on a good front but deep down, one would only taste the bitter result of failure cutting through you.
missing out on a slightest bit of putting together a large puzzle enabling you to accomplish what you have pictured in mind would simply cause you to plummet through hell. grasping onto anything that one could possibly reach out to but only to see herself.. constantly slipping.

dear lord,
i pray that you would bless me with the drive to make it through this tough O level period and i hope i would not disappoint my beloved ones who are perpetually encouraging me at this point in time when im almost at the verge of giving up. i shall not and i wouldnt, i hope. i dont want to waste time breaking down and sobbing just like a girl who lost her toy barbie.
amen.

the time consuming fnn coursework is about to reach finale-period!
i big sigh of relieve-phew!
school officially ends at 1215 every fridays but i decided to stay on longer for fnn, knowing that i wouldnt do my coursework at home.
result- i finally dragged my feet home at 515.
but it was all worth it knowing that im destined a pass grade.

boos people i know i rarely blog.
bear with me, busy woman alert.
i'll miss ya'll
love!

8:52 PM;
<3

i watched POSEIDON alrdy!
its some shit mann!
but i think the ending's a little too rush. perhaps they should show how the survivors lived their lives thereafter.
lols.
i watched it with daddy and he said maybe the production crew spent too much money on the ship itself and didnt wanna waste more money producing the post part of the movie. hur.
anyway i really hope i am struck with an eating disorder now.. flabs, dimpled thighs and cellulite. ahahs.
i know like always, everyone says inner beauty's more impt. lets just chuck that shit aside for now alright.
i started jogging today, and i think im gonna continue doing it everday/perhaps when im free.
hahs. and cut down on carbs and fatty food!

MT Os are approaching and i cant decide if i really should do the paper properly or just drop it.
nvm "the preacher"says im chinese so i gotta do smth about it. so maybe i will?. well once agan.. MAYBE.

i dont have to attend school tmr cos the sec 3s are having their orals.
and i will be spending my day shopping with leesu after she finishes school.

and sharlene will lay her filthy hands on pretty things once again!

5:26 PM;
<3

the episode of all things ugly's gonna end soon.
no more mye!
but yet another ugly part is that prelim oral's on monday and tuesday.
and bloody choi said we'll only have this weekend to full enjoy ourselves cos she'll be implementing intensive MT revision for us from next week onwards.
hell huh.

nvm. now i'll just have to fully make use of my time to think about how will i be going to spend my weekends.
perhaps i'll go tanning and shopping. then it'll be mothers' day, and im sure there'll be some family dinner accompanied with good sumptous food! i mean indulge ourselves in all things good! i dont understand whats with the vegan thing going on.
hahs perhaps its a good way for slimming down.
thats like every girl's dream luh...
how i wish i could just shed 5 kilos within 24 hrs.
hur.
but...
i always succumb to temptation so i guess i will never lose weight no matter how much i say i would.

im done talking about weight and food.
now's dinner time!
more food= more weight!
TA!

5:52 PM;
<3

i barely mugged.
i wasted my whole ytd and part of today also.
sheesh im gonna have to burn tonight mann!
i cant keep saying.. oh this is just midyear, nvm.
hur push me!

here's a quote from our favourite socialite

"when i was a kid, i had no idea i lived in a mansion. Then i went to a friend's house and i was like - OH."

-paris hilton

iwannabeapcd!hahah

8:28 PM;
<3

just got home from school.
much earlier today due to the exams.
i thought i wouldnt have time to squeeze in time for blogging but yea..
i did. be happy about it cos sharlene the once forever-not-blogging blogger has become a rather frequent blogger. hahs.
is it? ask the regular visitors luh.
right uhm marleen? haha.
anyhows today's english paper was kickass tough. maybe a little.
and for socialstudies, i consistently wrote without stopping, except for the few pauses i just couldnt avoid in order to flex my fingers.
my babyfinger hurts.
bloody opt that got me partially handicapped ( is having a fractured finger considered handicap?)
im gonna have a short nap in half and hours time.
then back to mugland!
its a whore i tell you!

new piercing! cartilledge, cartillage, cartaledge. AIYA just the top part of the ears? where the bone is.
yeaps.
next would be my targus!
woohoo.
just those minor things that make sharlene happy.
=)

when randomness kicks in, i shall eat your stench and swallow all things smelly!
anyway check this out, fellow perfect10 listeners
http://www.987fm.sg/moblog/ (the linky cant work so ya'll have to do it manually)
i've suddenly turned into a perfect10 promoter or smth.


p.s-i have reasons for strikeouts

2:07 PM;
<3

cheerbear, please do the honours of cheering me up.

shit
vern and me were supposed to hang out today but both of us woke up late therefore we didnt make it to town.
i was home the whole day thinking about so many things.
like why do we have to go through education, love, marriage, commitments.
i guess the word freedom should never have a place in the dictionary.
cos the definition never seems to play a vital role in anyone's life.
unless you can tell me you have all the freedom you ever wanted.
hur.
have you ever felt so in the mood to do smth just to make yourself happy and contented?
this is how im feeling right now.
the urge to pierce and poke myself like never before!
spend like never before!
eat like never before!
hahs. but... reality beats me..
i can only dream.
tc ya'll!
dinner's screaming for me!

6:02 PM;
<3