Sunday, April 30, 2006
this morning i woke up telling myself that i need to study.
if i dont work hard, i'll be jeopardizing my future.
i dont wanna be disappointing my parents and most of all, myself.
despite the constant inkling from parents, i idled my time away...
reading my book, lazing ard, chatting on the phone and msging people.
i seriously gotta wake up.
no matter how much i remind myself, it doesnt work.
anyone! anyone! miracle please.
i wanna experience that relief of studying for hours until you finally finish studying!
im sure it'll be exceptionally good.
i didnt know daddy's so random luh.
we were cruising ard singapore looking for good food.
even had the intention of going prostitute/trannies spotting!
hahs my dad's the coolest one EVER. (i just realised that not too long ago)
someone recommended this really cool place that have really good steak.
its at woodlands.
so we went there to eat.
i tell you, that was the most satisfying meal i've ever had in 94543875348237 years.
tmr's my date with vern! i cant wait.
things we're dying to get:
-another ear piercing
-vern/lene book
-mother's day present for mummies.
hopefully, with all these in mind, it would add up to be within my budget.
not planning to spend much though.
okay luh im done now!
byebloghoppers!
if i dont work hard, i'll be jeopardizing my future.
i dont wanna be disappointing my parents and most of all, myself.
despite the constant inkling from parents, i idled my time away...
reading my book, lazing ard, chatting on the phone and msging people.
i seriously gotta wake up.
no matter how much i remind myself, it doesnt work.
anyone! anyone! miracle please.
i wanna experience that relief of studying for hours until you finally finish studying!
im sure it'll be exceptionally good.
i didnt know daddy's so random luh.
we were cruising ard singapore looking for good food.
even had the intention of going prostitute/trannies spotting!
hahs my dad's the coolest one EVER. (i just realised that not too long ago)
someone recommended this really cool place that have really good steak.
its at woodlands.
so we went there to eat.
i tell you, that was the most satisfying meal i've ever had in 94543875348237 years.
tmr's my date with vern! i cant wait.
things we're dying to get:
-another ear piercing
-vern/lene book
-mother's day present for mummies.
hopefully, with all these in mind, it would add up to be within my budget.
not planning to spend much though.
okay luh im done now!
byebloghoppers!
9:11 PM;
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Friday, April 28, 2006
chinese papers suck.
im clueless whether im gonna pass my chinese or not.
i guess it wasnt your fault after all these while.
i figured out anyway.
i saw it coming anyway.
thanks for telling me before you lead me on too far.
it was a joke making such a fool of myself before you.
trying so hard but in vain.
i wasnt sure about it myself too.
it would be a far cry between pretending everything was oh-so-perfect and having to accept reality.
i know its hard.
i figured it out.
but thanks for telling me.
dreamt and forgotten
were those times.
take care joker.
im clueless whether im gonna pass my chinese or not.
i guess it wasnt your fault after all these while.
i figured out anyway.
i saw it coming anyway.
thanks for telling me before you lead me on too far.
it was a joke making such a fool of myself before you.
trying so hard but in vain.
i wasnt sure about it myself too.
it would be a far cry between pretending everything was oh-so-perfect and having to accept reality.
i know its hard.
i figured it out.
but thanks for telling me.
dreamt and forgotten
were those times.
take care joker.
10:13 PM;
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Thursday, April 27, 2006
adam brody's da bomb luh. complete hotness!
finally im back to blogging once again now that i've decided on a blogskin.
uhm but black skin still rocks ah.
oh well i'll just make do with this.
the previous one is so passe alrdy.
midyears are the sole main importance right now.
had geog and eng paper 1 today.
thank god the late nights, headaches, chicken essence are well paid off.
tmr's chinese lang 1 and 2.
i swear i'll treat myself to a sumptous meal at marche if i pass.
thats IF luh.
the german sausages there are awesome.
i wanna eat marche.. therefore,
i gotta go hit the chink book right now.
MWA.
you hijacked my dreams.
it was the best idea i ever had.
it was the best idea i ever had.
9:55 PM;
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Saturday, April 08, 2006
sleeping late can really cause you to suffer from jetlag.
i woke up at 1230 today.
anyway it feels good to sleep late during weekends esp when you know you're not gonna be going out later in the day.
just plain staying home.
was supposed to do my exam timetable but i just didnt have the mood to.
pmsing the entire day.
frigging sister just HAD to piss me off.
we both share the nintendo DS.
both played the chronicals of narnia.
sharlene saved it under the third column and so did sherry.
thus, her file overwrited mine.
hence, i have to start playing the game right from the start.
hur.
its annoying to have that peabrain stalking my every move.
irritating the goddamn shit out of me.
i woke up at 1230 today.
anyway it feels good to sleep late during weekends esp when you know you're not gonna be going out later in the day.
just plain staying home.
was supposed to do my exam timetable but i just didnt have the mood to.
pmsing the entire day.
frigging sister just HAD to piss me off.
we both share the nintendo DS.
both played the chronicals of narnia.
sharlene saved it under the third column and so did sherry.
thus, her file overwrited mine.
hence, i have to start playing the game right from the start.
hur.
its annoying to have that peabrain stalking my every move.
irritating the goddamn shit out of me.
10:07 PM;
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Thursday, April 06, 2006
i promised deona i'll blog.
and i did.
even though its done at such a late hour.
i was mugging for frigging vectors test earlier on.
and that was real shit mann.
its confusing enough to set your mind wandering off to many other distractions which i must say are much more enjoyable to think about rather than concentrating on vectors.
hur.
but a student gotta do what a student gotta do.
study.
and..
slog.
we received our mid year exam timetable along with the chapters to study for specific subjects.
everyone'spushingthemselvessoeffinghardthatifyoudont,you'llloseout.
jealousy
competition
selfishness
it all adds up to the stress each and every one of us is gonna face.
and i did.
even though its done at such a late hour.
i was mugging for frigging vectors test earlier on.
and that was real shit mann.
its confusing enough to set your mind wandering off to many other distractions which i must say are much more enjoyable to think about rather than concentrating on vectors.
hur.
but a student gotta do what a student gotta do.
study.
and..
slog.
we received our mid year exam timetable along with the chapters to study for specific subjects.
everyone'spushingthemselvessoeffinghardthatifyoudont,you'llloseout.
jealousy
competition
selfishness
it all adds up to the stress each and every one of us is gonna face.
1:18 AM;
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Tuesday, April 04, 2006
just another boring day of school.
everyone knows about the G and S issue.
initially i used to be fed up whenever this topic arises.
but gradually it seems to be more of an entertainment than smth to be paranoid about.
the issue can be smth soo interesting to talk about until it got on ms chew's nerves during geog lesson.
well darrell, leng and me were chatting about it right under G's nose.
i know its wrong.
but we just cant help it.
had chem prac right after school.
its a whore having to tahan miss lee's pmsing mood.
the heavy downpour didnt help to liven up our spirits at all.
thank you tommy for paying for the taxi fare home.
midyear exams are just 23 days away.
mugtime.
thursday- physics test chpt 17 and math test on vectors.
this is PURE HELL.
everyone knows about the G and S issue.
initially i used to be fed up whenever this topic arises.
but gradually it seems to be more of an entertainment than smth to be paranoid about.
the issue can be smth soo interesting to talk about until it got on ms chew's nerves during geog lesson.
well darrell, leng and me were chatting about it right under G's nose.
i know its wrong.
but we just cant help it.
had chem prac right after school.
its a whore having to tahan miss lee's pmsing mood.
the heavy downpour didnt help to liven up our spirits at all.
thank you tommy for paying for the taxi fare home.
midyear exams are just 23 days away.
mugtime.
thursday- physics test chpt 17 and math test on vectors.
this is PURE HELL.
8:20 PM;
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Sunday, April 02, 2006
So give me all your poison
And give me all your pills
And give me all your hopeless hearts
And make me ill
You're running after something
That you'll never kill If this is what you want
Then fire at will
although this week was much better off than the previous.
its still not enough to satisfy my insatiable hunger for shopping.
i realised i need to do much more than starving just to obtain that WANT.
did a little bit of window shopping with leesu ytd.
due to time constraints, we didnt manage to get anything for ourselves.
but nothing beats the company of each other after not meeting up for such a long time.
i love rhumba fruppucino; that is a WANT
i dread thinking about school
i dread thinking about mock tests
i dread thinking about remedials
i dread having to face Os.
but its all part and parcel of being a teen in singapore.
education's a whore and its saddening to have to go through this.
im done now.
offline.
home.
bath.
homework.
sleep.
8:21 PM;
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